1996

1996
Its a beautiful winter
I'm sitting in the recliner
My mom was making something to eat
We're going to watch the X-Files
Once again
It felt so real
But was just a dream
It's 2017
I've yet to understand how I got here
I'm far from anything known
Nothing do I own
So lost
So lost
I'm swept away
Upon endless tears
From all those years
Relive dare not I
Though, the mind plays the melody
A cruel tune
Share not my great pain
For it is only mine to bear
I had one desire for life
I held it for a short time
Till death ripped it from thee
Now this empty shell
Is what remains of me
I awake from chest pain
My left arm throbs
I know it's smoking
My body is trying to warn
Though I care not
I've lived far too long
Maybe someday I'll discover the meaning
Of all this tragedy
I just wish it was 1996
Because then
I wasn't so lost within
How my soul does scream
Pushing my senses to outter limits
I know not where I belong
For my place is all but gone
How I wish
It was still
1996