You ever live the life
Wondering
Why the shit is always tossed in your fan
No matter what you do
Just no break in sight
Bad news hits like ocean waves
Sometimes it leaves something
Most of the time it just takes
The question floats in my head
How you're going to make the ends?
I've been applying for part-time gigs
If I don't get one asap
Well, I'm going to be SOL
Laughin out loud
I do have a car to live out of
This isn't some complaint
Don't feel sorry for anything
I'm just reflecting on life
Been like this for almost twenty years
Was fun to make rent for a little while
It actually felt good to be able to
Purchase some real food for a change
It was enjoyable while it lasted
Being able to make ends meet
For that I'm grateful.
Accountability looks like this
I broke my own rules
Trusted in something like a fool
This mess is my own doing
I knew better
Life just doesn't get better
Just a life of....!
Smokin and drinkin
Not getting me out of here fast enough
Strugglin in a life I don't belong
Gocni ran out of xanax Schindler
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